To fill my home with love

Without working life, my life is more relax.
No presure, less temper.
I had plenty of time to do any things.
To my children , I had more time to care for them.

As for my son, after our advise, hoping he had understand
the importance things he should do by now.
Yes, these few days, he had study.
But I think it is still not enough.
May be I am wrong,
As he had in school all day long.
It might be very tired for him.
I should give me more time to adjust,
But I am so worry cause time is running out.
It left three months.

No matter how, I still had to support him.
Never give up forever.

I am lost

Since yesterday, I am lost. I am very afraid to see my son. He
reminded me of his result.

What I should do now ?

He had no regret of what he had done for his study.

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What a great present for my birthday.

Today, my son and I went to his school to got his mid year exam result.
He had failed all his important subjects. I am really hurt and very very disappointed in him. No one can help him now except for himself. If he really failed his A level, I got no choice. I will send him to his father there. There is no place for him to survive in Singapore. I regreted for letting him choose his own way of studing. At least, what I had arranged .... it will be different.

My Son

My son, just like his father, wan his freedom so much than any thing.He never talk any thing that happen around him to me.
I am not even a mom to him. He shared his happilness to friends not his family. Family to him like is nothing. He never share any thing to me. Feeling so disappointed in him, I am not even a friend to him. He is just like his father, a stranger to me..............................................................................................
and yet I had to care for him so much.................................