It is always communication go wrong

Jobbless made me so bored. Tried to find home base job from internet but it is all cheated.
After my house work, I really don't know what to do. I found myself that I spend more.
Shopping , eyes are bad, see what I wan, I buy.
Diana went to work, I am more bored cause no one can talk or accompany me.
Desmond don't like to talk to me. He always talk to firends in his com , play games all days long.
He even said he dont like the way I talk, Fact is fact , he is just like his father, always like to blame
on others.
Mother & daughter always can clink along, no matter how bad she is. But son will never be so caring.
I am always worry about him for not taking his lunch or dinner, but he never think of me , planning his
programme that do not know what is next that is coming.
Leaving him alone, I feel so bad cause I cared for him.For him, do not how we, parents, feel .
I feel so hurt but he dont think so.