Today is 6th of March 2009.
I always had a feeling that I am not belong to this family.
I just feel that my husband dont even bored or care about me.
He always dont tell me any things about him.
I am always lost.
He talks to anyone but not me. I just feel that I am nothing to him.
I always dont feel safe for my living. I better got a job for myself to survive, dont bother
weather the paid is low or high.
As long as I got a job, I will be able to live for myself.