Sunday, June 21, 2009

I am not happy at all

My family, now become you are you , me are me, he is he.
We are all not in one piece any more. Do not know from when
started, Diana had hated her father so much. Is it me the one
that had affected her. I feel so sorry about that. But fact is fact,
without her father, all our expense will be a problem. He is the one who surpport our living all these years. I do admit , he did
not give me enough happilness, I am always very lonely and
putting hard time on myself. I do not think he will understand that. Now both of my children, I dont even understand
them. Desmond, now still do not bother wan to study or not.
I most worry about. Diana , do not know from when , she started to talk back as I am no body to her anymore. I feel so hurt, cos i love her so much. I gave her what ever she wans,
but now..........she not bother any more...........she dont even care wheather I am hurt or not.....she thinks she is right................
I will never be happy without my children with me.
Without her, we also never eat sushi, We just had dinner at foodcourt.
There will be no happilness any more.
Bye Bye happilness Bye Bye forever
Before I go off, I still had an important case to settle.
Then that will be the last peace of mind.