It is always communication go wrong

Jobbless made me so bored. Tried to find home base job from internet but it is all cheated.
After my house work, I really don't know what to do. I found myself that I spend more.
Shopping , eyes are bad, see what I wan, I buy.
Diana went to work, I am more bored cause no one can talk or accompany me.
Desmond don't like to talk to me. He always talk to firends in his com , play games all days long.
He even said he dont like the way I talk, Fact is fact , he is just like his father, always like to blame
on others.
Mother & daughter always can clink along, no matter how bad she is. But son will never be so caring.
I am always worry about him for not taking his lunch or dinner, but he never think of me , planning his
programme that do not know what is next that is coming.
Leaving him alone, I feel so bad cause I cared for him.For him, do not how we, parents, feel .
I feel so hurt but he dont think so.

Feel so bad
I feel so bad about my son, cause he had made both of the parents cried in front of him.
Just because we cannot commuicate with him or he is taking advertage of us ?
He always like to keep his feeling to him self. When we ask more about what we do not
understand, he refused to explain further. How to understand in that case ?



posted on 6th April 2008

Jobless after April 2008
I am going to be jobless after April 2008.
Due to the company could not make any profit, employees have to leave.
So now I am back to my usual , be a homemaker.
Can spend more time with the children...........
Maybe after some break,...........then look for new job.


posted on 10th April 2008

qing ming jie

qing ming jie.
on the 4th April 2008 is qing ming jie.
I don't have a chance to pray for my own dad cause every one
is busy. Jie, plan to go his friend's place to stay overnigh. I feel
so bad, cause this is only once a year to respect to our dead elderly.
He just do the way he liked. I really feel so sorry to his grandpa
and went down to ask forgiveness. And I don't understand why your dad
like to talk bad about me that always made Diana cried. I feel so bad because
of me, she was being hurt too.


post on 4th April 2008

Father & Son Talk

About getting a student line for Jie, Father & Son argue for the phone.
Just misunderstanding, they argured. I can see, my son, how he can talk so
nicely to hen his dad when he was so frstrated. How I wish my son can talk to
me in this way as I had been looking after him all these years. I feel it is good
for them - can understand each other better. I can also feel that he had grown up.


posted on 2nd of April 2008