Sunday, March 22, 2009

My Family


This is the picture of my FAMILY.
This picture was taken last year in Brunei.
Period spend there was just two weeks,
but all of those was together for the whole two weeks.
Happly and sad times was spend there .
I am really happly cos that is the life I wan.
Father, mother, daughter & son are together.
We helped each other when there are problems facing us like relationship between us.
Understanding each other for the time being.
But happly time are always short.
We had to go back to Singapore to continue our
life. Life here are different. I had to do or decide things on my own. There is no husband to help
whenever I needed. I could not see his problems and he will never tell me. As time passed, I
feel so unsecured. I started to look for job to service myself. Why is my life always like that ?
There is no one I can talk to when I am feeling down.................................................................

Thursday, March 19, 2009

NEW JOB AT UPPER PAYA LEBAR

On the 16th March 2009, I got a new job at New Industrial Road.
It was Assistant Account cum Admin .
All the ladies there are aunties.
There are no filing for me to do. They just wan me to check their past progress claim.
I just wish I can learn something from this company.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

5th of March 2009

Mum and 2nd sis had an arugment. Mum was so hurt that she had scolded her on that day. I dont think it is good to scold mum, as she already so old. How she can take it for her to shout at ? Think over, if our children shouted at us in such the way, how could u feel ? What ever who 's wrong, we as the children should not scolded our parent. I dont wan her to feel so sad and lost. What I can do is to comfort her , to show her that we loved her.

I feel very uneasy and sad whenever I think about it.

.....Hope this bad happening is over ........
.........Happly ending be tomorrow............

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Marina Bay Floating Platform - Singapore Entertainment Awards 2009

Yesterday night I went to watch the Awards show.
I joined my girl's fan group. They are so crazy about "SHOW".
They screamed so loud for him. It is really crazy.
At there, I also saw JJ. Both of them , their dancing are very good.
I enjoyed watching the Awards.
But....... I did not have my dinner on that day............

Friday, March 6, 2009

Today is 6th of March 2009.
I always had a feeling that I am not belong to this family.
I just feel that my husband dont even bored or care about me.
He always dont tell me any things about him.
I am always lost.
He talks to anyone but not me. I just feel that I am nothing to him.
I always dont feel safe for my living. I better got a job for myself to survive, dont bother
weather the paid is low or high.
As long as I got a job, I will be able to live for myself.

hello to day is the sixth of march 2009.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Away ......... a long long time
It been a long long time I did not up date my blog.
Now I am jobless again.
Every day staying at home, I do not know what to do.
Two Children should be very happy, mummy is always at home.
Trying to get a job, but it is so difficult now, due to my age.
no income, had to think twice before buying any things.
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